About writing

 Just telling how do you feel today or how have you been feeling for quite a while , expressing what you have been seeing around of comic moments, stupid talk-shows or even long conversation between your family with no point at all. It is all about telling or presenting ideas somehow heels you and gives you so much power. So beautiful what words can do to us or to be exact to our hearts.

Writing is the best treatment for humanity in my opinion. The way of thinking of, then combining some words with the other right words to present what's new that you've got in your mind is just a great road with a lot of ups and a lot of self struggles and downs to reach a marvelous feeling of satisfaction.

 hours ago after watching the movie "rebel in the rye" With my father who's ironically a good short story writer, since we are both writers we had a conversation about how great writing is presented in that movie ,that publishing isn't everything for the writer, and if you want to be writer, you should know first why do you wanna write and how your voice is balancing the events of the story. That movie opened a lot of doors in my mind and actually inspired me to start writing again and even if it wasn't my best or I didn't find the right perfect words but anyway I'd be heeling, rebel about things and react to life the way I see it.

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